Clicheeeee.

Well the actual graduation was last thursday even though I was done in January..
graduation is so cliche. and it was hot, nerdy, and boring. yes. anyway..here's a few pics..

Life is Goooooood :)

Yay forrrrr...My fantabulous friends and boyfriend :)
seriously though. Mariah Dawn..you are the love of my life. You have helped me keep my sanity through..everytttthing :)
and to all my gorgeous and honorary gorgeous marxes :) you make me laugh and i love you to death.

ok..next.
IRON BRIDGE.
1 WEEK :) i'm so crazy excited.
wowza.

k, i have nothing else..worthless post..but oh well :)

Enough.

I'm not gonna lie, i'm extremely sick of people.

Honestly..if you have a problem with me, or ok...lets just put it out there..the guy I'm dating. oh wait. no one knows him, but i forgot, that doesn't matter, right?
Anyway, if you have a problem with it, what's the point of tip toeing around me? You have nooooooo idea how annoying that is. Do you want to hear the great part? I find out what most of you all say, because I have my resources, I'm not an idiot. I'm sorry about this all, but I had to say something..because it's driving me insane. Not only that, how closed minded people are, I couldn't be more disappointed. This obviously isn't everyone, but a great majority. that's it. bye.

Yes Please :)

Keith Urban concert was Saturday night.
I can't even explain how sweet it was.
Definately worth every penny and more.
Keith Urban is everything good..whooo. he is quite delicious.
And. andddd. I got to touch him.
wowwwwza. highlight of my life! :)

annnnnd here's part of a new song by him..becaaause I loveeee this song.

"My Heart is Open"

I thought I was doing alright bein' alone
I swore I'd never let anyone get close again
I was never gonna let my guard down, not for anyone
But there's a light in your eyes and it's got me movin' in
And tonight these walls are comin' down

And my heart is open, I'm lettin' you in
'Cause you give me a reason
And the faith I've been needing to start again

this is for my mannnnn, Mike :)

My Point of View..

You know, sometimes I regret not taking psych classes when I was in high school.
I feel like when I don't understand people, it's just frustrating.
Like people who are depressed..
or extremely emotional..
or very close minded.
I mean, I could name off so many things.
It's just frustrating that I don't understand it.

Like when people want you to see their point of view.
Seeing their point of view is fine, and respecting it, and thinking about it.
Except, I feel like in some peoples' minds- respecting their point of view and seeing their point of view means changing yours.
In Reality, that's not how it is. You can't ask someone to change because of what you think is right or better.
I feel like we're all different for a reason, and that we believe different things for a reason.
I consider myself to be a person that will hear you out, listen to what you have to say, think about what you said..
but my point of view still matters to me..
and sometimes I think that when people want you so badly to see their side, they are too concerned about what they want, to understand where you are coming from.

Maybe this is mumbojumbo to you, but that's the way I see it.

Chicago!

Had a sweet time in Chicago with Jeremy..
good to spend time with him :)
it was such a blast!

Survey. I have no life.

I stole this from both Mariah's.

A - Age: 18

B - Bed size: queen

C - Chore you hate: vacuuming or mopping. shoot myself.

D - Dog's name: Bailey :)..she's the bomb.com

E - Essential start your day item: morning exercises..blehhh.

F - Favorite color(s): orange, green, blue. depends on the day.

G - Gold or Silver: definately silver

H - Height: 5'7"

I - Instruments you play: sort of piano i guess.

J - Job title: FBI. bahah, right.

K - Kid(s): oh gosh. i hope not for a long long long long...longggggggg time.

L - Living arrangement: with my parentals.

M - Mom's name: Mary Jo

N - Nicknames: Suz, Suzie, Zan, Zanners, Zannermagee, Suzer

O - Overnight hospital stay other than birth: uhhh, nope.

P - pet peeves: girls who wear heels and can't walk in them, people who chew with their mouth open, dirty fingernails.

Q - Quote from a movie: "how you doin?" --Joey from Friends :)

R - Right or left handed: depends on what I'm doing..I use both.

S - Siblings: 3 bros, 2 sister-in-laws

T - Time you wake up: most of the time, it's around 8.

U- Underwear: wear them daily.

V - Vegetable you dislike: squash. pukeeee.

W - Workout style: hahaha. i do morning exercises, that's it. i shoulddd workout.

X - X-rays you've had: My back and neck

Y - Yesterday's best moment: hmmm. welllll. my mall laughter. hahaha. long story.

Z - Zoo favorite: monkeyyyy :)

KIMBAAA.

well, kimber and i had a caaaaraaazy fun time last weekend.
being dumb, and laughing at stupid stuff.
good time :)

anywho..
i'm done with clinicals..
tomorrow is my last day of class! whoooooopah :)

k, thats all. byeeee.

That Look.

I'm so sick of getting that look..
thes ones that say...

You don't take anything seriously.
(like you have any idea what goes through my mind)
I think you're stuck up because your parents have a little bit of money.
(honestly? i won't even go into that, you're pathetic if you think that)
Those shoes are outrageous.
(hey, I like them, I didn't ask for your opinion)
You hang out with too many guys.
(no drama. end of story.)
How many times have you dated him?
(maybe 5, but do you know even a quarter of the story? I'm thinking...no.)
Your a kid who doesn't have any common sense.
(so 18 is still considered a kid? and I don't talk to you about anything serious because it's not your business)
You're are so obnoxious
(well sorry dear, so are you.)

Sorry, it's an angrified post.
but really.
if you're one of them, cuttttt itttt outtt.

I'm Thinking it's Someone's Birthday Today...:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LANA! :)...HOPE IT WAS FANTABBBBULOUS!

DONE. Take that back, only done for the week.

Tonight was the only clinical this week..
Took a test, then we reviewed..and by that time, we only had like 4.5 hours of clinical left..so we really didn't do much.
Question. Why don't they just have clinicals all in one week? Nooooo..couldn't do that, we like to make peoples' lives difficult and spread it out into 4 weeks. What a great plannnnn.nottt.

WELL. Enough with the ranting.

Tomorrow..I have no class and no work. WOWWZAA. finally. :)

Friday..I'm hanging out with JimJam for a bit! I'm crazily pumped for that!

other then that.
I'm really not tired because I had like 3 mountain dews to keep me awake during clinical..so here I sit doing nothing, writing about nothing.

This is random, but since I sit and ponder about stuff all day, ehh..well..here's one of the many thoughts...

I've had a problem with trusting people lately. Wait, that's the majority of the time. It's hard for me to trust people..because a lot of people can't keep things to themself..it's just..well, I don't know..too difficult to keep their mouth shut? Eh, sorry. There's not much that drives me more crazy then people betraying my trust. Well, at least I've learned one thing out of these kind of situations..keep my feelings, whatever else...to myself.

Well, I feel like I've made a point.

GOOOOOOD byeee.

Nothing Important

*If your blog is private..I can't add you to my blog list thinger because I have to be invited to your blog

Today was kind of boring, not surprising.
I had a chiro appointment this morning...
how bad is it when your chiro tells you, "A kid your age shouldn't be having back problems like this." SHOCKKKKER! I swear, I'll be in a nursing home at age 25, I constantly have some random thing wrong with me. On the bright side, that was last week that he said that. Today, on the other hand, he told me it's a lot better! Hallelujah!

Onwards-Spent the rest of the day doing nothing.

I'm absolutely lovingggg the camaro. The other day, I left my car at the warehouse, and dad just put the new wheels on the camaro. Guess who's driving it? SELF :) Yes, I'm just like my siblings..I loooove love cars. I'll never want to take my car back. Maybe the pops will trade my little car for the camaro? ;)..bahaha, not.

well, sorry such a lame blog. Maybe my next post will be more interesting.

Hmm. Decided to start this thinger again.

Hmm. So the life of me lately consists of school and work.
I'm in a CNA class which most people would already know..
and I've found out I'm not the biggest fan of it.
The whole wiping butts thing isn't as bad as people say, it's just not something I want to do.
And "lets get a nursing degree because of job security and money" isn't my thing either.
I thought about the medical field because it's so unpredictable and exciting...
except I'm not that into it.
I want to go into something I really enjoy..
like major in English. I can't tell you how much I looooove english.
who knows, I'm so ridiculously undecided.
siggh. I'll get somewhere someday :)

On another note-
I'm so happy Jimjam is back!
Joel, the Mariah's, and I went to Madison Special Meeting yesterday-Jeremy was there!
It's so great to see him again..
Him and I are going to go on a mini vaca when he gets to come back to our house for two weeks after special meeting! :)

Weeeeellllll personas, adios.